its the holiday season :) putting up the christmas tree and decorating the house is something i look forward to evey year. As the smell of the xmas tree i come to realize that christmas day is drawing ever nearer.
this is the first year with out my sisters here so it'll be a new experience i guess. I do miss them alot. but it is time to begin new traditions.
ohhh presents.....this year has been a difficult year to not only figure out what ppl want but figure out how imma pay for em. i came to the conculsion that i can only really afford to get presents for my two best friends and my parents.
Happy Holidays :)
Love and Rockets
~Carrie~
Monday, December 20, 2010
Friday, December 10, 2010
Losing friends
lately i have noticed im becoming distant from someone...a good friend. i dont really know what to say other then it saddens me. I want to tell this person everything but its just like they arent listening...so ive kinda given up.
sooo yeah
Love and Rockets
~Carrie~
sooo yeah
Love and Rockets
~Carrie~
Senior Year
This is my senior year in high school...and its not turning out how i had planned :(( By high school all the pety drama should be gone....its annoying and a waste of time. However it continues. And as the year continues, nothing has changed other then ppls relationship statuses....srry but i had to say it...
People never cease to amaze me. how someone can be ur friend one day and by the end of the day they're glaring at u...ya know? Idk this post will be a ranting one. Like i had a friend i talked to ALOT....but as soon as they started dating their significant other, us talking basically vanished cuz they're so wrapped up in it. Like i had something pretty upsetting happen last week and all i needed was a hug and they went off to find their significant other...and ignored me the rest of the day...i confided in them and i got ignored....all i wanted was a hug....was that too much to ask for? i guess it was :'(
Last night i found out some AWESOME stuff....but when i told ppl...well very few seemed to care...i was going to tell my friend but before i did i talked to them about us never talking anymore...and i think they got pissed...but it was weighing heavy on me....i went from being able to tell them everything to barely telling them anything...but while chillen with ppl today my amazing friend told them my big news...but did they care....didnt seem like it :(( that hurt alot cuz i thought that if anyone would...they would....but i guess i was wrong.
yeahh so thats my post...
Love and Rockets
~Carrie~
People never cease to amaze me. how someone can be ur friend one day and by the end of the day they're glaring at u...ya know? Idk this post will be a ranting one. Like i had a friend i talked to ALOT....but as soon as they started dating their significant other, us talking basically vanished cuz they're so wrapped up in it. Like i had something pretty upsetting happen last week and all i needed was a hug and they went off to find their significant other...and ignored me the rest of the day...i confided in them and i got ignored....all i wanted was a hug....was that too much to ask for? i guess it was :'(
Last night i found out some AWESOME stuff....but when i told ppl...well very few seemed to care...i was going to tell my friend but before i did i talked to them about us never talking anymore...and i think they got pissed...but it was weighing heavy on me....i went from being able to tell them everything to barely telling them anything...but while chillen with ppl today my amazing friend told them my big news...but did they care....didnt seem like it :(( that hurt alot cuz i thought that if anyone would...they would....but i guess i was wrong.
yeahh so thats my post...
Love and Rockets
~Carrie~
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