Go ahead and call me out

imma keep this one short sweet and to the point.

if u have something to say to me...grow some balls and say it to my face!

k thnx bye

Music is my life

If you know me, you know music is my life. I sing and dance and i used to play the viola (very few ppl know that...haha). As i grew up, musice was a huge part of my life thanks to both sides of my family. On car trips my grandma would ALWAYS bring tapes filled with all the songs i loved from childhood. She did this up until now and i still love thos songs. My moms side of the family is very musically gifted. All of my aunts uncles and cousins sing, and sing well for that matter. So i have always had a love for music.

I dance...like...ALOT! I did irish dancing for 8 years and had to stop when i moved to america. But i never stopped dancing. I do it all the time. I contantly dance in the hallways, in choir, in cars haha and at home. Im one of those really weird ppl who just starts randomly dancing in public. And to be completely honest i LOVE it! Dancing is one part of my life that always keeps my spirits bright and me in a good mood.

Now onto singing. i sing more then alot of people know or realize. I am know for randomly making up songs about random ass crap or about nothing at all...i know...im weird. According to my friends im a good singer but im not so sure. As days pass im staring to believe them more. And since its the holiday season imma sing alot more cuz i love love llove christmas songs!! Let it snow and silent night being my favorites :) I love to sing so i joined choir which allowed me to meet some pretty flippen KICK ASS bandies who are now some of my closest friends and one im dating :) teehee inter-musical relationships (as some of my friends have called it) are pretty awesome. I love to sing and it is prolly one of my biggest passions in life. Singing is an amazing release of emotions and energy that is why i love it.

"Dance as though no one is watching, Love as though you have never loved before, Sing as though no one can hear you, Live as though heaven is on earth"-unknown

Peace and Love <3

~Carrie~
AKA Care Bear

Sick :(

this post will be short cuz i dont really feel like typing or thinking for that matter.

i hate being sick :( it kept me from seeing my bf and hanging out with friends. excuse my french but FUCK being sick...i hate it!

Best Friendships

you can guess what this will be about already. But as i have lost best friends i have gained new ones. This year as i was looking on my friends formspring...his girlfriend was being made fun on by a bunch of stupid annoying trolls. But i saw a picture of her and realized all these stupid trolls were just jealous of my friends gf....His (now ex) girlfriend is my best friend.

First off...this girl is BEAUTIFUL! and i love her to death. we have only known one another for a shot while but she is one of the nicest ppl i have ever met. she can always tell when im upset and puts up with my non-stop chatter. she is simply the most amazing person i have ever met.

She was the un-suspecting sophomore that i knew i would end up being close friends with. In a way i was her senior buddy and she was my sophomore buddy. shes a bandy and im a choir kid so we had common intrests from the start. ahe is amazing and i cant really put our friendship into words to explain how FREAKING AWESOME we are as friends

Janine... I LOVE U! haha

ignore old relationship post!!!! here is new one!

Relationships

i have an unhealthy realtionship to both of the Transformers movies...how do i know this...i have convinced myself that my friends moms car is a transformer.....like no joke.... :P

well i just thought u should know

Peace and Love <3
~Carrie~
AKA Care Bear

Relationships

As i sit here read the blogs of my friends, a common topic is realtionships. many (although i hate to say it) have a rather negative veiw on relationships. however this is different. Two of my friends have just started dating and i couldnt be happier for them...there is just something about them that makes them perfect for one another...some of my friends could be dating someone one day and someone different the next...however sooooo my ppl in high school do that so i dont see why people get so upset about it. people in high school just do that...not all of them...but alot of them.
Now back onto the positive stuff :)
I have been in enough relationships to know what my "type" is...haha...tall and quiet...why you might ask. when a guy is quiet he usually is a super sweet guy...which is very true about the guy i am currently dating :) when i first met him he was quiet and we didnt talk much...but as we got to know one another he opened up and all we ever do is talk to each other haha but there is a funny thing about this relationship. as i have dated i have developed rules....most of which he is the exception and im fine with that :) he was the first of my boyfriends to tell me i was beautiful too

im happier then i've been in a really long time. Partly because of my relationship but also the friends i have made this year who keep me level headed and keep me being down to earth.

Peace and Love <3
~Carrie~
AKA Care Bear