The Holiday Season

its the holiday season :) putting up the christmas tree and decorating the house is something i look forward to evey year. As the smell of the xmas tree i come to realize that christmas day is drawing ever nearer.
this is the first year with out my sisters here so it'll be a new experience i guess. I do miss them alot. but it is time to begin new traditions.

ohhh presents.....this year has been a difficult year to not only figure out what ppl want but figure out how imma pay for em. i came to the conculsion that i can only really afford to get presents for my two best friends and my parents.

Happy Holidays :)

Love and Rockets
~Carrie~

Losing friends

lately i have noticed im becoming distant from someone...a good friend. i dont really know what to say other then it saddens me. I want to tell this person everything but its just like they arent listening...so ive kinda given up.

sooo yeah

Love and Rockets
~Carrie~

Senior Year

This is my senior year in high school...and its not turning out how i had planned :(( By high school all the pety drama should be gone....its annoying and a waste of time. However it continues. And as the year continues, nothing has changed other then ppls relationship statuses....srry but i had to say it...

People never cease to amaze me. how someone can be ur friend one day and by the end of the day they're glaring at u...ya know? Idk this post will be a ranting one. Like i had a friend i talked to ALOT....but as soon as they started dating their significant other, us talking basically vanished cuz they're so wrapped up in it. Like i had something pretty upsetting happen last week and all i needed was a hug and they went off to find their significant other...and ignored me the rest of the day...i confided in them and i got ignored....all i wanted was a hug....was that too much to ask for? i guess it was :'(

Last night i found out some AWESOME stuff....but when i told ppl...well very few seemed to care...i was going to tell my friend but before i did i talked to them about us never talking anymore...and i think they got pissed...but it was weighing heavy on me....i went from being able to tell them everything to barely telling them anything...but while chillen with ppl today my amazing friend told them my big news...but did they care....didnt seem like it :(( that hurt alot cuz i thought that if anyone would...they would....but i guess i was wrong.

yeahh so thats my post...

Love and Rockets
~Carrie~

Go ahead and call me out

imma keep this one short sweet and to the point.

if u have something to say to me...grow some balls and say it to my face!

k thnx bye

Music is my life

If you know me, you know music is my life. I sing and dance and i used to play the viola (very few ppl know that...haha). As i grew up, musice was a huge part of my life thanks to both sides of my family. On car trips my grandma would ALWAYS bring tapes filled with all the songs i loved from childhood. She did this up until now and i still love thos songs. My moms side of the family is very musically gifted. All of my aunts uncles and cousins sing, and sing well for that matter. So i have always had a love for music.

I dance...like...ALOT! I did irish dancing for 8 years and had to stop when i moved to america. But i never stopped dancing. I do it all the time. I contantly dance in the hallways, in choir, in cars haha and at home. Im one of those really weird ppl who just starts randomly dancing in public. And to be completely honest i LOVE it! Dancing is one part of my life that always keeps my spirits bright and me in a good mood.

Now onto singing. i sing more then alot of people know or realize. I am know for randomly making up songs about random ass crap or about nothing at all...i know...im weird. According to my friends im a good singer but im not so sure. As days pass im staring to believe them more. And since its the holiday season imma sing alot more cuz i love love llove christmas songs!! Let it snow and silent night being my favorites :) I love to sing so i joined choir which allowed me to meet some pretty flippen KICK ASS bandies who are now some of my closest friends and one im dating :) teehee inter-musical relationships (as some of my friends have called it) are pretty awesome. I love to sing and it is prolly one of my biggest passions in life. Singing is an amazing release of emotions and energy that is why i love it.

"Dance as though no one is watching, Love as though you have never loved before, Sing as though no one can hear you, Live as though heaven is on earth"-unknown

Peace and Love <3

~Carrie~
AKA Care Bear

Sick :(

this post will be short cuz i dont really feel like typing or thinking for that matter.

i hate being sick :( it kept me from seeing my bf and hanging out with friends. excuse my french but FUCK being sick...i hate it!

Best Friendships

you can guess what this will be about already. But as i have lost best friends i have gained new ones. This year as i was looking on my friends formspring...his girlfriend was being made fun on by a bunch of stupid annoying trolls. But i saw a picture of her and realized all these stupid trolls were just jealous of my friends gf....His (now ex) girlfriend is my best friend.

First off...this girl is BEAUTIFUL! and i love her to death. we have only known one another for a shot while but she is one of the nicest ppl i have ever met. she can always tell when im upset and puts up with my non-stop chatter. she is simply the most amazing person i have ever met.

She was the un-suspecting sophomore that i knew i would end up being close friends with. In a way i was her senior buddy and she was my sophomore buddy. shes a bandy and im a choir kid so we had common intrests from the start. ahe is amazing and i cant really put our friendship into words to explain how FREAKING AWESOME we are as friends

Janine... I LOVE U! haha